Thursday, February 11, 2010

Two Fathers in Heaven

This day always reminds me why I am grateful for my two fathers in heaven.

To my earthly father for his example of faith and testimony that still lingers even after sixteen years since his passing. My dad was not a man of fame or fortune but he loved the Lord and loved his family. He has taught me that regardless of the trial or circumstance, we can choose to be happy and choose to love the Lord. He chose to overcome polio and other hardships by relying on the Savior and on Heavenly Father. My dad had an incredible sense of humor. People felt comfortable being around him and were drawn to his outgoing nature. I don't remember that much about my dad, but I do remember his liveliness, his love, and his dedication to my mom and siblings. I am grateful that he continues to be my father in heaven. I know that he is sharing the Gospel (and doing a great job of it), but I know that his most important role is still to be my father. I know he is helping me; though I may not see the ramifications of his help and guidance until the eternities. Oh how excited I am to catch up with my dad and rest in his arms! I miss him terribly but know that I will see him again.

To my Heavenly Father for allowing me to rely on Him with a greater abundance. I know that He lives and loves me. He sure hasn't made my life easy, but I know that He supports me in my trials. He has given me glimpses of His plan for me. Sometimes I shun away from it, not wanting to accept His will. However, as I strive to follow His plan, I see the blessings and joys that come from seeing things through His immortal eyes and not my own mortal eyes. I have had to rely on His guidance and direction many times in my life. I have had to seek His counsel as my earthly father has not been here to offer that to me. Heavenly Father has not only offered me counsel, He has offered His unconditional and perfect love. He has given me comfort and peace when I feel like I cannot find it. He has compensated for my losses by providing loving family and friends. Truly, I honor His name and want to be more like Him. I want to live with Him again, more than anything.

I am grateful to my two fathers in heaven. I can't wait to see them both...again.

3 comments:

linda said...

Thanks sweetie. I just felt I needed to check your blog and found that wonderful little essay.

Baerman said...

"I know my father lives, and loves me too. The Spirit whispers this to me and tells me it is true, and tells me it is true."

Sarah Johnson said...

love it. beautiful.