I don't want to grow up, I'm a Toys-R-Us kid.

Remember that commercial from the early 90s??

Well, I do.

First, a disclaimer: I am really really really really really really really grateful that I have a job now. One with benefits, a salary, summer vacation and all that jazz...

If you haven't picked up on it, yes, I do have a job now. It's actually legit. Contract has been signed, everything.

But I will tell you this...it's hard to grow up, be an adult, be responsible for me and for my students, pay for things, be independent, bus and metro to work, make big life decisions. It makes me realize that what I had as a child was good, really good.

So for now I just want to be a Toys-R-Us kid and worry about what toy I want for my next birthday.

Wow, Sunday night blues are hitting me hard tonight. Time for bed.